Today I realised all that I have and could have. Opportunities and life is created by the choices you make and the things you choose to accomplish.

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Today, one of my favourite educators has left. As I sit and let it sink in, I look back and I realise everything that has made me who I am today. I didn’t realise, till today, how someone and one little decision has made such a big impact on my life. I’m definitely still a ‘kid’, running around and trying to find my path. But ironically, I’ve already set about on my own path.

I’ll admit, I’m still young and naive, and some of the choices I’ve made were not my best ones, but I’ve come to learn and grow from these choices and they have made me who I am today.

To my teacher, thank you, for instilling in me the love for reading, writing and literature. Your lessons and small forms of encouragement have made me learn that I can definitely make my own decisions, because ultimately, I understand myself the best. Thank you, for allowing me to find out what I excel in and what are my strengths. I can’t imagine choosing differently back then, because a big part of me today is due to the choice I made back then and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Rest easy.

To the tough choices that I’ve stood up for and made a stand for, I’m glad to say that for now, I’ve not regretted any one of them. I’ve learned to pursue my interests with practicality and grew as a person because of it. I’ve learnt that making choices that suit me the best may not be the best choices, but that is part and parcel of life, and they have honed me to prove to others the best of myself.

To the choices I’ve given in to, I would like to say that it is okay to give in sometimes. Life is taking and giving. Even if the immediate future may seem bad, the advice and counselling from my loved ones are full of love and concern.

Honestly, I’m a mess right now. I guess all I want to say is to appreciate and be grateful for everything in your life. Whatever choice you have made, has made you the person today. And be proud of that. The only way is forward.

Lastly, to myself- as I embark on this new journey, do not forget to make the best out of everything and strive to be the best version of yourself. Think not of the Could Haves, but of the Could Bes.

(Haha please forgive me if this sounds horrible and awkward. I am only writing this to release some emotions and have not vetted it in any manner.)